Wednesday, October 27, 2004
hahas ... v long nv bLOg le ...
y? ... casue i gt no moOD .... dunno wad 2 sae ...
nv go sch le .. so cannot critise .... hiaz ...
getTin crazy soON ... dun even nOE wad day iS 2day when PPl ask mi jUSt now .. haiz ...
gt physics prac yesterday ... ok lah ... noT as bad ... bUT dun tink wiLL do so wELL ...
the invigilators all v gD ... hahas ... didnT prepare MUC h....
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kickedWhen you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
But deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me
To be hurtTo feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lies straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's likeTo be hurt
To feel lostTo be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're downTo feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
tAT wad i been fEELin ... sO dOWN .... :(
i HATE u ...go awaY .... wHUecver u r ... i dUNNO y ... buT dun come n bOTher mi .....
u can fUCk off 4 all i care .... gEt loST ... dUN come neAR 2 mi .....
sO daMM pISsed oFF ....
goIN sTudy le lah !!!!! ... so damm sTress .....
wad the heLL .....
sTUpID lIFE ....
5 more daySs le ... oHHHH nOOOOOOO ....
1:44 PM
Friday, October 15, 2004
aIyos .... so mAlU 2 day sIA ... hiaz ....
slanged the ladies n gentlemen paRt .. hahas ... kanna laughed sIA ...
luckily tiara speak ok ... haiz ... so damm scared lor ... shakin n stammerin ...
wad u expect 4 my 1s time ... fun bUt scarY ...
iTs the 1s time i wore the sch badge the whole day tIS yEar ... hahas .. surprIsed ? ...
asked everybOdy n finally foUd tat erNest has xTra ... zZZ ...
is oUr graduation day ... SO sad 2 leave the sch ...
wOuld mISs all the teachers ..
miss low - such a gd form teacher n el teacher .. n her lame jOkes
mr zUk - best humans teacher ... n the 1 i respect the mOSt ...
mR ngo - funni n warm hearted .. make chinese nicer 2 learn ..aN idioT at tImes bUT ...
mr chen - gD a math teacher ... beSt co-form teacher.. n wiLL nv 4get hIS caKEs ...
mrs lYe - gd fOEm teacher .. like a mother 2 oUr class .. kINd n thoughtfUl ..
miss wong - undoubtedlY the beSt science tecaher i have ... her stricT lOoks made sUre we get gd resulTS .
miss ho - tAught uS mediatIon .. hahas .. gd humans teacher ... kInd n cares 4 e class ..
mr kOr - he would be 1 of the tecahers i can jUSt tok 2 ... although his teachin is ok ... he wIll be beTTEr !! .. miss cheong - all her cantonese saeins tat i dun understand .. gd cheM teacher ..
mRs olehers - her tecahin of el is fabulouS ... hope she'll be a principal
mr tAn - didnt teach mi ... bUt hIS 1 oF mY fav teacher .. friends 4 many yEars ...
mr calvin ow yong - lIKe hiS teachin on a math ... bUT nv 4get tat u didnt give mi tat marks 2 jump a grAde..
n to some other tecahers ....
mrs ng - dunno lah .. teach us 4 a yEar .. but lIke how she teach cHem ... zZZ ..
n the teachers i always like 2 critise
mIss fong- she teaches maths weLL .. apart frm tat . she sUX .. frm attitude to ATTITUde !! ..
mIS bok - ok lahs ... wad can i expect frm ms bOK ... hahas ..
mR alan ow yong - totallY sUX ... biased 2 a large extent ... tooo n2 ... jUST dUN like hIM ....
miss sliva - u suck lah ... woRST humans teacher ... luckY didnT fail durin sec 2 ...
mR yEo - dam fuckin biased .. tu lan him siA ... f9 4 my cca ... hahas ... fuck off lah ...
whItley dun improve casue gt such suckin techers like them ... although miss fong n miss bok r ok . the bottom 3 teachers suck bIgtime ...
n most impotantly aLL my fRiends ...
i wiLL mISs 4e2 ... how a cLAss lIke oUrs ... tAt has superficial class spirit can be a class tat i would not 4get ..
every1 in the class lah ... hOpe we'll keep in toUch .. n not go oUr seperate waYS ....
all the memorable tIMes we have .. frm makin of mascot 2 dancin ... hahas ....
n 2e4 of course .... most of my gd frens come frm there .... 1s 2 years of my sec lOr ....
n the resT of the sch ... zZZ .....
17 days 2 the o'levels ... haiz ... ITS cOMIN .... leTS do iT !!!! ....
lasT leG in oUR sec educartION ... i wanT 2 smile n be happY when i get mY rESulTS ...
iTS v diff ... bUT i'll try ....
weNt nanyang jc 2day ... the sch ok lah ... bUT not mY preferred choice ... its like whitley ...
the buliding n everyting ... cl speakin principal .. n all ...
if wan go there oso cannot .. l1r5 is 19 ... how 2 go?? .. hjiaz .. IF onli i gt tat 1 mark 4 a math ...
hope 2 go in2 cat jc thoUgh ...tats mY wiSH .....but it sure seems impossible ...
hiaz ... mY gd frens arent comin oso ... now tat sTupid ernest oso wans go nanyanG ...
hahas ... wad ever lah .. he can go in wad .. So dun wanna force him ..
oH goSH ... mi alone in cj ... hahas .... goIn 2 have a lonelY experience there ...
feeLin v sAD n depressed ... so hope 2 get better results 2 jOin them in nyjc or ajc....
iS anY of mY friends goin 2 cj ??? zZZ ... askin a stupid que ..
8:16 PM
